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Yesterday I heard Ra talking about the CROSS Tree of Life and it’s was such a beautiful thing full of golden nuggets. But what I pick out might not be of any importance at all. It’s small random beautiful things that I get stuck with like
Neutrinos is the breath of a star <3
or
The mountain of your mythology <3
Things that don’t do anything but feed my sense of aesthetics and rip open my visual heart.
So I’m pondering about how my brain seems to be very annoying to me sometimes, as what I get stuck in often is this. I’m tempted to call it useless information or just beautiful sentences which doesn’t seem to have any real importance to it. Since my memory is a terrible non-functioning thing (or let’s call it very selective). And so I tend to admire and envy right brained peoples way of absorbing everything which can then in detail be pulled out of them. But I truly understand how overwhelming it must be to constantly absorb EVERYTHING all the time happening around you, like being one huge sponge getting more and more wet, heavier and heavier, (how do you all squeeze it out?) and that part I do not envy at all!
The one one and me the other one, has been talking forth and back the past days and weeks about how one seems to not be able to see the wood for the trees and the other seem to be able to pick up and distill the essence in things. I get it. But do I see it? Idk. When I see how my mind doesn’t hear half of anything but get stuck chewing those small golden beauties along the way, then I forget to keep listening which is actually an active act to do. And so I go back several times to listen to the same thing again and again and again (and many times more). The past week, for instance, I have listened over and over to the same audio where Alok is talking about planetary resonance. And to be honest, I wouldn’t be surprised if I have listened to that file ten times or more and still, only random things have stuck to mind.
Now the biggest question of them all is, how to add a picture to this? The one one drew an explanation of how our brains differs and I want to add it to here.
